I have this glowing feeling of contemptness right now. I don't care if that is not a real word. I want to remember this feeling forever. I have a warm fuzzy feeling all over. My day was simply perfect and I can't help but smile.

I don't think it was any part in particular that helped me feel this way, I think it was the combination of becoming more comfortable in my own skin, accepting my personality as it is, not trying to turn myself into someone / something else, spending the day doing my favorite outdoor activity, and spending time with a person who just lights up my life.

All I can say is that I am genuinely happy, and I never want to loose this feeling.

I feel at peace today. I feel peaceful for the first time in a while. I’m not sure if it is the reduced stress in my life or the new outlooks on life I am trying to portray… Maybe it’s the self-help book I am reading (and I am dying to go buy more…) Heck, maybe it’s because I started taking BC again (for some unknown reason I took myself off for two months.)

I don’t know what it is, but I feel calm.