Ok everyone… time for your jaw to hit the floor. For those of you who know me, this is a complete turn-around for me… for those of you who REALLY know me, this may not be as big of a surprise because I have been eluding to this for some time now…

I want to be a mommy.

I decided that I need to go to Kohl’s or Target next Tuesday. I am going to buy a few Valentines related kitchen towels. I really love having decorative towels on hand. I also want to pick up a few flowers to put in my simple Ikea vases. I have three of the five. I know I have the bumpy one, but I forget which other two I have.



I’m also thinking of buying Daniel a bag of heart shaped Dove dark chocolate. He likes dark chocolate and I can do a fun chocolate trail in the house and have it end at his Valentines day present. Something cute and fun like that. What did I get him for valentines day??? None other then The Simpson’s Movie in Blueray!!!!!




We’ll watch it while playing with our light saber. Lol Yea, we’re dorks. But how can you not want to own a light saber?

It's only fair...

I think I figured it out. With each size I get into I will purchase the following:

• 2 pairs of pants
• 1 dress
• 1 skirt (ok, maybe 2)
• 3 tops
• 5 pairs of underwear

I think that is fair to tame the shopoholic and reward / incent the weight loss….

Not to mention I already have some “skinny” clothes tucked away…. Just a few sizes to small. They fit me wonderfully only a few years ago, and my work clothes really are of a classic style, so they won’t be outdated when I get into them (notice the WHEN, not if!)

I’m getting antsy for my income tax refund! I know, I know, I only filed on Saturday evening… but I am antsy! Those funds are already “spent” in my eyes.

$711.25 – airfare to England!
$1000. goes to one of my lovely credit cards.
I’d really like to scrounge up some funds for two items…. But we may have to delay this until bonus time comes around in April…..


First, I really want a new claronet. I want to begin playing again. I am itching to join a local band, so this may be my first purchase....




Heck, who am I kidding? I know this will come first!

or maybe this....

What do you think???? Do I do it? I currently have two stock pot sets, three crappy-useless frying pans, 1 sauce pan that has a huge crack down the middle (and it's Revere-ware *shudder*).

As you can see, this is a 10 peice set. A deep skillet, two fryers, 2 sauciers and a stock pot.

It's all caphalon, it's non-stick, and I believe it is the "simply caphalon non-stick" line... and it will cost me *NOTHING* because I can get it from my "awardsperqs" at work.

I want it so bad I can cry..... should I do it? If I do, this will wipe out all my awardsperqs I've collected over the past three years. These things are hard to get!!!!

Yikes.... this is a big decision for me....

I think I am going to be getting a new phone soon. This is what I currently have:

I think the biggest reason why I want a new phone, is so that I can take pictures with a better resolution. This fuzzy picture is driving me nuts! After the cell phone fiasco of the past week, I have been offered an $80 credit towards a new phone. I am really liking the look of the morotola razr V3… it’s the newest version of the razr. It has a retail price of $150 something… don’t remember the exact price. I can get it for $50…. I think I just might do it… well, that is, when my income tax refund comes in ;).